[Someday You'll Fly Too]

pain_pass1on @ 2005-01-12T19:01:00

2005-01-13T00:21:37Z

Kip Dynamite
(Please rate my quiz)

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Exams today. I did pretty well i'm sure. Gym and English...pretty easy.
I talked to Ryan Mailey today...He's amazing. I Love You Ryan Michael Mailey.
I also talked to the ryan i never talk to. He's a cool guy.
Colin's not moving!!!!!!
YEOWZA!

<3

Yeowza. A Drumstick.

2005-01-11T18:54:40Z

<td>You are a drumstick.

Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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Hmm. Thats me.

pain_pass1on @ 2005-01-10T20:47:00

2005-01-11T01:49:12Z

Okay listen people. I just want to know who reads this DAMN thing. Comment Or Suck Wang BITCHES.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] This one was ridiculous so I took it out...
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Fill that shit out.

Ahh shit.

2005-01-05T23:29:29Z

I fucking love how noone comments.

wow.

2004-12-20T00:05:17Z

Oh Man! its been so long since i updated this bitch. :-/ i forgot. i love how noone comments. well i can understand since i havent updated. well i have another journal now..its on My Space. uhmm yep


kid brother collective is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/12929207
Thats my website for MYSPACE i think i update that more then this lol ttyl bitches

Ahhhhh!

2004-08-18T03:51:20Z

001) What time are you starting this?:9:04
002) Name?:Allison Beach
003) Date of birth?:August 31, 1989
004) Sex?:Female
005) Height?:5'00''
006) Eye color?:Blue
007) Weight?:110
008) Location?:Clio Michigan
009) Where were you born?:Flint Bitches
010) Have you ever failed a grade?:yah
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?ahh 3rd.
012) Do you have crush on someone?:yes
013) Do you have a bf/gf?:kinda, were 'seeing' each other
014) If so, what is their name: Ryan Michael Mailey
015) How long have you been together?: About a month and a half
016) What are you wearing right now?: My Kid Brother Collective(thrashing across america)t-shirt, a green undershirt, and some kakhi pants.
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: Yes.
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: Yes, Mr Neelands!
020) Do you smoke?: Yahhhhhh...
021) Do you drink?: Uh Yes.
022) Are you ghetto?: Fuck no!
023) Are you a player?: Ahhhno.
024) What are your favorite colors?: Brown, Green, and White.
025) What is your favorite animal?: Cat
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: Nope.
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: Nope.
028) Who are your best friends?: Chelsea Stanfeild, Tiffany LaMay.
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: yes
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: ahh ryan, or tiff
031) Have you ever been slapped?: by my mom yes.
032) Do you get online a lot?: oh yes
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: Outgoing to the MAX
034) Do you shower?: Uhh DURR
035) Do you hate school?: yes
036) Do you have a social life?: yes, yes i do.
037) How easily do you trust people?: Ahh im iffy on that one. I trust tiff and chelsea and ryan, all the way.
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: I dont know, maybe, but if so it was for the best.
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: No.
040) Would you ever sky dive?: Oh HELL yes.
041) Do you like to dance?: Yes i sure do.
068) Have you ever been out of state?: yes many times
069) Do you like to travel?: Yes i do.
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: No.
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: Yes.
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Ahh idk i love clio.
072) Are you spoiled?: NO
073) Are you a brat?: NO!
074) Have you ever been dumped?: Yes..OOH yes.
075) Have you ever gotten high?: Yessssss.
076) What's your favorite drink?: Idk i just had YUCKA the other night and that fucking rocked. So probley Yucka.
077) Do you like Snapple?: No Sir.
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: No.
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Crest.
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: Cell Phone
081) Do you have a curfew?: not really.
082) Who do you look up to?: Tiffany Brooke LaMay
083) Are you a role model?: maybe. probley. i have neices and nephews.
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: idk.
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: none.
087) What do you have pierced?: nothing.
088) What do you want pierced?: my tounge and my lip
089) Do you like taking pictures?: ahh a little.
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: hell no
091) Do you have a tan?: no im so pale.
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: yea.
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: yea.
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: no. well does a cell phone count?
095) Do you have your own pool?:no
096) Do you have any siblings?: yes 2 brothers and 1 sister
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxers all the way.
098) Have you ever been played? no, yes, no i dont know.
099) Have you ever played anyone?: No. Never. Thats so bad to cheat on someone, i dont belive in it.
100) Do you get along with your parents?: yea
102) How do you vent your anger?:Music, or i talk 2 tiff or chels or ryan
103) Have you ever run away?: nope
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: nope
105) Do you even have a job?: nope
106) Do you daydream a lot?: yes.
107) Do you have a lot of exes?:yah
108) Do you run your mouth?: Nahhhh.
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: 3 Blue and light blue nautical stars. like 2 small ones with a big one in the middle.
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: i dont have 1
111) What are your favorite flower?: Rose
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: Red Head.
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: Oh So Georgeous.
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: Yah.
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: Today.
116) Are you rude? when i want to be.
117) What was the last compliment you received?: idk, i dont get many.
118) Do you like getting dirty?: Depends.
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: Innie.
120) Are you flexible?: FUCK NO!
121) What is your heritage?: White Caucasion
122) What is your lucky number?: 3
123) What does your hair look like right now?: Down and Straightend
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: yes. im trying.
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: Like 2 days ago.
126) Describe your looks?: Ahh ugly.
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: Dark Brown, er like a BRIGHT color.
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: Yes.
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: Yes.
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: 2 nights ago.
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: idk
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: ahh like 2
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: yess
139) If yes, when was the last time?: like 3 years ago lol
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: idk. i dont know what my real dad looks like.
141) Do you cry a lot?: yeah, im really emotional
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: no
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: my left arm, i dont really use it.
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: i always sigh
145) Are you the romantic type?: yes.
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: yea
147) What do you like most about your body?: idk nothing really.
148) What do you like least about your body?: everything.
150) When was the last time you threw up?: Like 2 nights ago.
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: i like em both
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: Adios -skate shoes, all tore up and with holes.
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: sometimes. not really, im kinda chubby
154) What about cleavage?:no.
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: yes.
158) What color are your underwear right now?: Checkard. Black and White
159) What theme does your room have?: Music
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 6 1/2-7
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: none
162) What is your screen name on AIM?:xblackaswhite, ch33rxupxem0xk1d, Unspok3n F0r, Xo crazii gal
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: yeah. all the time
164) How are you feeling right now?: ahh idk tired.
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: 2 nights ago.new years.
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: no
167) What do you sleep in?: pj's
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yes
171) Would you marry for money?:no
172) What do you drive?:nothing
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: yea
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?:daddys
177) When was the last time you cried in school?:2day, i just found out my teacher is gunna die. (WE LOVE YOU MR. HOPKINSON)
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: Yes
180) What time are you finishing this?:

wow guys.

2004-08-16T02:22:48Z

Wow. I havent updated this bitch in a long time. I literally forgot about it. My friend jesse reminded me about it. haha. uhh yeah. hes comeing over tomorrow. arent you excited?!?! i am! lol
Oh my! On my birthday..august 31st...The Chiodos Bros. are playing!!!!!!1 ahhh yay! and me and jesse are gunna go and have fun! to bad you cant come.

Hmm! I love these survey things!

2004-04-28T22:29:54Z

** basics **
Name:: Allison
Nickname:: Allice, Ally, Allie, All-ee-sun, Rusty-Nail.
Location:: Michigan.
Gender:: Female.
Birthplace:: Flint.
Birthstone:: Peridot? Hell if i remember..its green tho.
Birthday:: August 31, 1989
Sign:: ummm Virgo the Virgin.
Righty or Lefty:: Righty.
Screenname:: Xblackaswhite/Unspok3n F0r
** your looks **
Height:: 5'1
Weight:: Like 110?.
Shoe size:: 7-8.
Hair Color:: I'm a brunette.
Hair Length:: Shoulder.
Eye Color:: Blue.
Size:: ...of? Bra? 34/36 B
Glasses:: Nada.
Braces:: yes..Argh! they make me MADDDDDDDD.
Piercings:: none.
Tattoos:: None..
** fashion **
Where do you shop:: Hot Topic..and i buy shirts from the local, and jeans from wherever.
What do you usually wear:: I usually wear my jeans a band tshirt and my gray zipup hoodie
What kind of shoes do you wear:: my adios or my converse sneakers.
Do you wear a watch:: Nope..
Color you never wear:: Probley purple?
Color you wear at least once a week:: ..odd question, lol. Uhm..black and white. Matches better then Jesus and God.
Something you wear everyday:: My Jamican wristband!
Do you wear make up everyday:: Yep, not like a hooker though. ;\
Make up essential:: 5 shades of eyeshadow, lipstick, concea--no. Just black eyeliner and brown eyeshadow and mascara and some chapstik.
Most cherished piece of clothing:: My Suicide Machines Shirt.
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: Flowers bigger then my head on a short summer dress. >>;
Do you wear belts:: Yesh.
Do you wear hats:: Nooooooo!
How many pairs of shoes do you have:: Like..40. Don't ask. Lol.
** music **
Favorite kind of music:: Hmm..rock. Classical, soft, whatever. I listen to everything though, really except country UGH i hate country.
Least Favorite:: Pop.
How many CD's do you have:: More then I can count.
Last CD you bought:: Story of the year.
Whats in your CD player right now:: Ready Set Rock.(various bands from the local)
Do you download music:: no..my comp is WAY to fucking old(i think im the ONLY person).
** Favorites **
Color:: Gray or black.
Number:: 3.
Season:: Summer.
Ice cream:: Idk.
Website:: i really dont know!
Quote:: "4real." or "uuahe?" i dont know how 2 spell it!
Store:: hmm...hot topic.
Band:: Story of the Year
Singer:: My Brother..Brandon Trammell
Rapper:: Beasties all the way, bitch.
Group:: Jesus, mary, and God. Wait, isn't that really a group? Lmao, screw this.
Song:: Right now: Shallow the knife-story of the year.
Movie:: dunno.
Actor:: Adam Sandler.
Actress:: i have no clue.
Kind of movies:: Hmm..comedy or violent.
Place to be:: Room.
Time of day:: Night.
Clothing Brand:: Dunno.
Animal:: Cat.
Food:: American?
Holiday:: Christmas.
Shape:: Circle. Goes round 'n around.
Restaraunt:: Dunno?
Fast food place:: Hell, Taco Bell. <3
Boy's name:: Chad/Jack.
Girl's name:: Lauren/Amanda.
Word:: Crap? XD
Month:: August. (Birfday)
Candy:: Reeses.
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference:: Straight.
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: i'm single...
Crush:: Yessss
Do you believe in love at first sight:: In a way, yes.
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: It's all about personality.
Best physical feature:: Eyes.
Best hair color:: I don't give a shit. >>;
Best eye color:: Green?
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails:: Only my thumb on my left hand..thats the only one i can paint without messing up.
What color is your tooth brush:: i have 3..green,purple,orange.
What's on your desktop:: The Screaming Loozer's background..tiffy made it 4 me.
Do you like roller coasters:: Hell YES!
Do you do drugs:: Only prescribed ones.
Are you a virgin:: Yep.
Do you have any pets:: A cat and a dog.
What time do you go to sleep:: 11:30 on weekdays..sometimes 3am on weekends.

pain_pass1on @ 2004-04-26T21:41:00

2004-04-27T01:46:34Z

Jamie and I have some WONDERFUL times together heres one:

x black as white: haha
x black as white: HASTA!
x black as white: lol
x black as white: yer funny JaMiSoN!
RainInTheDesert8: lol
x black as white: I Luff You
RainInTheDesert8: i love you too
x black as white: i took the LUFF from ya also!
RainInTheDesert8: lol
RainInTheDesert8: s'all turkey
RainInTheDesert8: oooh that was good
x black as white: haha
RainInTheDesert8: write that one down
x black as white: OOOH BOY!
RainInTheDesert8: lol
x black as white: wigger chigger mother fligger
RainInTheDesert8: absoLUTELY
RainInTheDesert8: rancid rocks my world
RainInTheDesert8: EARTHQUAKE
RainInTheDesert8: the distillers are greatness to
RainInTheDesert8: o
x black as white: hashahahahahhaah
x black as white: EARTHQUAKE!
x black as white: lol
x black as white: goooood'n
RainInTheDesert8: yep.
RainInTheDesert8: im full of 'em ta'day
RainInTheDesert8: im gonna jack the survey from your LJ
x black as white: lol okay
RainInTheDesert8: yay
RainInTheDesert8: i like it when people agree with me
RainInTheDesert8: its great fun
RainInTheDesert8: i need ot give you a nickname
RainInTheDesert8: to*
x black as white: lol okay
RainInTheDesert8: hmmmmmm.......
RainInTheDesert8: it should be like a trucker name
RainInTheDesert8: truckers rock
RainInTheDesert8: *ndos*
RainInTheDesert8: nods*
x black as white: Rusty Nail
RainInTheDesert8: i should call you Bubba. but thats unoriginal
x black as white: haahahaha
RainInTheDesert8: oooooooooh
RainInTheDesert8: thats goooooood
RainInTheDesert8: ill take that
RainInTheDesert8: *snatches it*
RainInTheDesert8: i shall now call you
RainInTheDesert8: Rusty Nail
x black as white: hahahahahahahaahahaha
x black as white: OMG
x black as white: im shittin my pants
RainInTheDesert8: wow.
RainInTheDesert8: i have that effect on people
RainInTheDesert8: *shrugs* its all my fault
RainInTheDesert8: damn my charm
RainInTheDesert8: SHUCKS
RainInTheDesert8: yay
x black as white: I'm gunna call u...
RainInTheDesert8: i feel worthy
x black as white: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
x black as white: CANDY CANE!
x black as white: hahaha
RainInTheDesert8: AHHHHHHHHH
x black as white: lol
x black as white: j/k
RainInTheDesert8: *high pitched girly squeal*
x black as white: umm
x black as white: lets see
RainInTheDesert8: uhhhhhhh
RainInTheDesert8: *thinks*
x black as white: WILD BILL!
x black as white: hahahahaha
RainInTheDesert8: YAY
RainInTheDesert8: yayayayayayaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
x black as white: I shall now refer to you as....
x black as white: W.I.L.D. B.I.L.L
RainInTheDesert8: representin
RainInTheDesert8: 10-4 good buddy
RainInTheDesert8: *tips rim of trucker hat*
RainInTheDesert8: oh. yeth.
x black as white: lol
RainInTheDesert8: yay
RainInTheDesert8: im excited
RainInTheDesert8: this is SUPER
x black as white: :-D
x black as white: FUCK DAMN COCK PUSSY BITCH HO AHH MOTHER FUCKER!
x black as white: i ALWAYS click on that little envelope thing on AIM
x black as white: ahhh it sends you to like greeting cards!
x black as white: its gay
RainInTheDesert8: lol
RainInTheDesert8: that is SUPERB
RainInTheDesert8: swell aint it?
x black as white: hahahaha fucking funny as hell
x black as white: superb
x black as white: hahahahahah
RainInTheDesert8: lol
x black as white: my name spelled backwords is Nosilla
x black as white: :-(
x black as white: like GODZILLAA!
x black as white: AHHHHH!
RainInTheDesert8: i saw!
x black as white: lol
RainInTheDesert8: thats so KICK ASS
RainInTheDesert8: LMAO
x black as white: NOSILLA'S COMEING TO EAT YOU!!!!!!!!!
x black as white: AHHH
x black as white: haha
RainInTheDesert8: ROAR BABY ROAR
x black as white: haha
RainInTheDesert8: lmao

Jack

2004-04-26T22:12:12Z

Jack! I love you jack! lol u mean alot to me and im glad were friends! You crack me hella up! :-D I'm soooooo fucking glad we met..:-D! AH well i love you and ill see ya on the FLIP side!

Wow...This took forever and ever and ever and ever.......

2004-04-26T21:33:27Z

STATS..
:x: name : Allison.
:x: piercings: none.
:x: tattoos: none, not planning on it till' im 18.
:x: height: 5'1
:x: hair color: brown.
:x: length: down to my shoulders.
:x: age: fourteen.
:x: birthday: august, Thirty-First.
:x: statz: single. errr.
:x: school: carter middle.
:x: siblings: two older brothers and one older sister.
:x: teeth ornaments: i got braces? if thats what your talking about.

LAST..
:x: movie you rented: thirteen. :-(
:x: movie you bought: the last movie I bought with my own money..? well that would have to be Pretty In Pink, that movie rocks you know.
:x: song you listened to: until the day i die-story of the year.(thanks to Tyler for burning the CD for me.)
:x: song that was stuck in your head: your so last summer-taking back sunday.
:x: cd you bought: i really dont remember. probley 'ready set rock'...it's from the local and it has various bands on it.
:x: cd you listened to: story of the year.
:x: person you've called: jason.
:x: person that's called you: lauren.
:x: person you've hugged: lauren:-).
:x: person you've kissed: jason.
:x: person you've hit: jon..."let all the hate out!".
:x: person you've fought with: jennah.
:x: person you complimented: lauren, she was pretty today.
:x:tv show you've watched: MTV video wake up.
:x: class you went to: computers.

DO..
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else: somewhere away from everything... maybe even jail.
:x: you believe in online dating: well...yeah..i guess so.
:x: others find you attractive: No, because im ugly.
:x: you want more piercings: i dont have any so how could i have more?
:x: you drink: yes, whatever i can get my hands on.
:x: you do drugs: did....past tense.
:x: you smoke: i quit.
:x: you write in cursive or print: i dont know how to write in cursive that well so i print.
:x: you carry a donor card: hell no. my bodys way too screwed up to give up my parts.
:x: you believe in long distance relationships: whatever makes you happy.
:x: using someone: no. badong.
:x: killing people: only if you have to. haha.
:x: teenage smoking: die young!
:x: driving drunk: nooooo.... drinking+driving=bad bad things
:x: gay/lesbian relationship: whatever makes you happy, my best friends cousin is a lesbian so i'm really okay with the idea.
:x: soap operas: laaaaaaaaaaame.

FAVORITE..
:x: food: Ice Cream!.
:x: song: the reason-hoobastank.
:x: thing to do: blow bubbles,chill, dress up transvestite ken, and hang with lauren and chels and the kids around her block like.. VIRUS!...
:x: thing to talk about: farting j/k, ho's, whos hott.
:x: sports: None. i hate sports.
:x: drink: Frozen capputino
:x: movie: detroit rock city, kungpow, night at the roxbury, rommy and michelles high school reunion, pretty in pink, ect...
:x: X-men: yuck none! X-MEN SUCK ASS.
:x: saying: shut the fuuuuck up... next please...if i may say so myself.
:x: disney movie: toy story.
:x: scent: Adidas.
:x: word: narg.
:x: nickname: ally, allie, allice, all-ee-sun
:x: guy name: jack, chad, and...jason:-(.
:x: girl name: lauren.
:x: eye color: blue.
:x: piercing: Tounge ring.
:x: class: Computers or French..Je'mappelle-Comment Allez-Vous!!!!

HAVE YOU..
:x: ever cried over a guy: yeah.asshole.
:x: ever lied to someone: yesumms.
:x: ever been in a fist fight: yeah.
:x: ever been arrested: nerrrr.
:x: ever eaten frog legs: no siir.

NUMBER..
:x: of times I have been in love: fuuuuuuccck.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken: threeice.
:x: of hearts I have broken: one.
:x: of guys I have kissed: 10ish.
:x: of drugs taken illegally: weed and thats about it.
:x: of things in my past that I regret: doing drugs.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..
:x: pretty: hella no.
:x: funny: haha..yeah.
:x: hot: No..:-/.
:x: friendly: most of the time... dont piss me off.
:x: ugly: yes.
:x: loveable: i guess.
:x: pessimistic: some of the time.
:x: optimistic: i try.
:x: caring: yes.
:x: sweet: most people say so.
:x: dorky: hardcore.
:x: stubborn: i like to think of myself as opinionated.
:x: random: constantly.

RANDOM..
:x: spell your first name back wards: nosilla? haha
:x: the story behind your user name: im rad, theres nothing more to it.
:x: are you straight: yes.
:x: where do you live: in clio by dairy queen.
:x: SN: Unspok3n F0r and X black as white
:x: numbers in your cell phone: many...
:x: shampoo: Pantene Pro-V.
:x: soap: Aromathereapy-Orange Ginger.

DESCRIBE YOUR..
:x: wallet: I dont have a wallet :-).
:x: hairbrush: Round and black.
:x: toothbrush: i have 3..neon green, neon orange, and poyple.
:x: jewelery worn daily: Red Green and Yellow wristband.
:x: pillow cover: rainbow.
:x: blanket: my blue one my mom made me.
:x: coffee cup: i don't have a coffee cup.
:x: sunglasses: big thick old grandma ones..i luff them.
:x: shoes: Black Adios, Black Converse, White and black peace sign high tops.
:x: handbag: my bookbag? its blue.
:x: favorite top: Suicide Machines-I love it its camo!
:x: CD in stereo right now: story of the year
:x: what you are wearing now: jeans and kbc hoodie..and a black band Tshirt.
:x: hair: sloppy bun.
:x: make up: eyeliner, mascara

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)...
:x: in my mouth: Saliva.
:x: in my head: thoughts.
:x: wishing: to get out of here.
:x: after this: call lauren to see what shoes she got.
:x: talking to: jack, bryan, jeremy.
:x: eating: laffy taffy.
:x: fetishes: haha....none..sick bastards.
:x: person you wish you could see right now: lauren and jason and JACK! I LOVE YOU JACK!!.
:x: something you're looking forward to in this upcoming month: going to indiana, and
:x: you are deathly afraid of: spiders.
:x: do you like candles: yes.
:x: do u like hot wax: yeah.
:x: do you like incense: yes.
:x: do you believe in love: yep.
:x: do you believe in soul mates: yeah sure...
:x: do you believe in love at first sight: no.
:x: do you believe in forgiveness: def.
:x: do you believe in God: yes.
:x: who is your worst enemy: myself & the world.
:x: what is the latest you've ever stayed up: like 3 days in a row.
:x: can you eat with chopsticks: yes

I got this from JAMIE!

2004-04-26T00:35:49Z

First grade teacher's name:: Mrs. Stanton
Last word you said: again
Last song you sang: Story of the Year-Until the day i die.
Last thing you laughed at: Jeremy.
Last time you cried: Today, i saw my nana's house on a home video today, i havent seen the inside of her house since the day after she died. :-( i miss her so much.
What's in your cd player?: S.O.A.D, Eminem, Kid Brother Collective, Ready Set Rock(Various Local Artists)
What color socks are you wearing?: Tube Socks- White w/ Green Stripes
What's under your bed?: Nothing.
What time did you wake up today?: 10:30 AM
Current hair: sloppy bun
Current clothes:: KBC Hoodie, Suicide Machine Shirt, Dickies, Adios.
Current annoyance: Parents.
Current smell: soap
Current longing: To see Jason and Lauren and Chelsea.:-(
Current desktop picture: Umm a band..its hard 2 explain.
Current favorite music artist: Story of the Year
Current book: None...i hate reading.
Current worry: If jason still cares about anything anymore.
Current hate:: Parents.
Story behind your username: Ummm i dont really know. haha
Current favorite article of clothing: My umm Adios or my Suicide Machines shirt
Favorite physical feature on a girl?: i am a girl so i dont pay much attention.
Line from the last thing you wrote to someone: x black as white: i just want everything 2 go back 2 how it was!
I am happiest when: I'm with someone I love
I feel lonely when: Nobody is there to talk to. Like right now.
Favorite authors: None.
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?: Hawaii
Famous person you have met: The ex-drummer from Good Charlotte, the lead singer of Jimmy Eat World(my bro and him are friends)and if u dont belive me screw you ASK MY BRO!
Do you have any regrets?: yes, too many to name here
Sex or love: Love! i am NOT having sex anytime soon.
Favorite coffee: Iced Capputino
Favorite smell: Cotton Candy. or freshly mowed grass.
What makes you mad?: when i am bored. when theres no one to talk to.
Favorite way to waste time: play guitar, talk to friends, write
What is your best quality?: nothing. i'm ugly.
Are in currently in love/lust?: yes i'm in love with JASON MARK KRAMER
What's the craziest thing you have ever done?: skinny dipping.
Any bad habits?: i bite my nails, but not bad, they look normal.
Do you find it hard to trust people?: sometimes
Last thing you bought yourself: lunch..
Bath or shower?: Bath
Favorite season:: summer
Favorite color:: Black, red, HOTT pink.
Favorite flavor:: Vanilla or Bananna
Favorite time of day:: night time!
Gold or silver?: silver
Any secret crushes?: um..yes...mikey v.
Do you wear a watch?: no
Favorite stores:: pacsun, rave, hot topic
How big is your closet?: big enough..
Ever spend more then $200 in a store?: yeah, dur
Do your friends know everything about you?: not one person knows everything about me.
What do they tend to be like?: funny, sweet, honest, and all of them are good-looking. it sucks!
Can you count on them?: yes sometimes.
Can they count on you?: sometimes
Last book you read:: i dont read..but the outsiders
last movie you saw:: Selena
movie you saw on the big screen:: man on fire
show you watched on tv:: Punk'd
thing you had to drink:: water
thing you ate:: pizza...lunch..
time you showered:: Lastnight.
time you smiled:: like 5 minutes ago
time you laughed:: like...5 minutes ago
person you hugged:: ben
person you talked to online:: JACK! I love him!:-D
person you talked to on the phone:: My daddy.
Smoke?: use 2 i quit
Do drugs?: use 2 i quit
Drink?: hmm sometimes...
Have sex?: nope!!!!
Sleep with stuffed animals?:yes'm..i sleep with my ernie doll from like when i was born! You know Ernie!! from Sesemee Street!
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yeah
Play an instrument?: yeah, guitar.
Believe there is life on other planets?: not in this galaxy or any near us
Read the newspaper?: yeah
Believe in miracles?: yeah
Consider yourself tolerant?: at times
Consider police a friend or foe?: it depends
Like the taste of alchohol?: some
Believe in astrology?: if it seems correct.
Believe in magic?: yes
Go to church?: very rarely
Have any secrets?: of course, things ill take to my grave that i never told anyone
Have any pets?: uh-huh a kitty and a doggy
Go or plan to attened college?: i have to
Talk to strangers?: yes
Have any piercings?: nope
Have any tattoos?: nope
Hate yourself?: uh-huh at the moment
Wish on stars?: every night
Like your handwriting?: NEVER!
Believe in witches?: yes.
Believe in ghosts?: yeah
Believe in santa?: Nope
Believe in the easter bunny?: no
Believe in the tooth fairy?: no.
Sing in the shower?: ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!

[Man on Fire]

2004-04-24T19:19:15Z

OOOh boy! Lastnight @ like 7 i went to the movies with Miranda and Ashleigh and Kyle..and we went to see Man on Fire..and i thought it was the BESTIST movie ever..ugh it's so sad tho! I was fucking crying so hard! AHH!
Kyle: Allison are you okay?, it wasnt that intense!
Me: Yeah i guess im okay, i just get a little choked up in these kind of movies!
Ashleigh: You call that a little??? You were crying so hard!
Me: Yeah a i know.. o-well!
Miranda: Uhh Ashleigh yer moms here!
All 3 of us: BYE KYLE!
hahahahahahahahaha good one! :-D but hmmmm i dunno! i guess imma go now! ttyl kids! I got a new s/n by the way! Unspok3n F0r! WOOOOOOOWEEEEEEE! lol ALLISON-CHELSEA-LAUREN-BFF!

[I got this from Lauren]

2004-04-22T01:22:04Z

Meet 'Lauren'

my adopted

Sea-Monkey!

hmmmmmmmmmm

2004-04-20T23:07:57Z

I have no clue!

[I KILLED N*SYNC!!!!]

2004-04-20T20:59:39Z

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
On	July 12, 2020

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

[i love cam]

2004-04-20T01:37:13Z

Suicide: The Permanent Solution To A Temporary Problem

Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.

But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?

The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.

You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

lol

2004-04-01T22:18:03Z

LJ Barcode

pain_pass1on @ 2004-04-01T15:08:00

2004-04-01T21:10:09Z

This frightend me a bit..

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will stab a knife through your heart
How many tries will it take?	56
When will you commit suicide?	October 4, 2045
What will your suicide note say?	Life is Love. Love is painful. Yet suicide is swift and sweet

Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

LoL anyways! yeah umm i cant add anything right now beacause i have nothing to add..okay bye

Some say love, it is a razor/That leaves your soul to bleed

2004-03-27T18:36:32Z

hmm well..i know i havent made an entry in a while...:-/ lol o-well......well me and jason broke up today...that was a waste of a month...now i know how joe felt..but chels had a reason 2 dump him so...screw joe AND jason! I got Bryan Anderson, Bobanna Gunn, Chelsea Simons, and Lauren Simons to cheer me up! :-) they are all i need 2 survive...I LOVE YOU GUYS!

on the other hand...My dad's in the hospital with a urinary track infection AND an infection in his blood...mostley around the heart..:-( im soooo scared 4 him! AHH! lol well my mom is saying he'll be fine...i hope so! umm yah :-)

song of the day.....Rose-Bette Midler....ha this song rocks

-part of the song-

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger,
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower,
And you its only seed

hah

2004-03-14T23:50:49Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give Allison more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

I GOT THIS FROM LAUREN!

2004-03-14T21:12:55Z

1) Using band names, spell out your first name:
AFI
Less Than Jake
Liz Ele
Incubus
South Bay Bessie
Off Kilter(Silence The Wake)
Nirvana
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? No but there is a song called Allison..by Elvis Costello
3) What song makes you cry? You Look Woderful Tonight by Eric Clapton
4) What song makes you happy? Good As Monday-The Actor
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? Kid Brother Collective-Fragile
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: Umm i have no clue, ive never heard of them.
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? My Brother Brandon.
8) First album you ever bought? Bryan Adams' Single-Everything i do i do it for you.
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: Fragile-KBC, my brother, because he sings the song.
a p p e a r a n c e:
HEIGHT: 5'1
HAIR COLOR: Brown
SKIN COLOR: NOT TAN WHATSOEVER! i'm white
EYE COLOR: Blue
PIERCINGS: None.
TATTOOS: None.

r i g h t n o w:
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Green Plaid Pajamas.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Something about the Devil on the movie Ghost World. 'Devil got my woman'
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Laffy Taffy-Green Apple.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold, snowy, muddy-Just like Lauren Said.
HOW ARE YOU? I'm sooo AWAKE! i love this movie. im in an excellent mood.

d o y o u:
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Nope.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Ummm i dont know.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: At times, yes.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Hex yah.

f a v o r i t e s:
TV SHOW: Full House.
CONDITIONER: Pantene Pro-V.
BOOK: I dont enjoy reading.
MAGAZINE: Guitar World.
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Water.
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Vodka and Raspberry Smirnoff.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Hang out with laurena and chelsea, and make movies and hang out with Tiff.
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Good As Monday? i dont know..
MOVIE: GHOST WORLD!!!!!!

h a v e y o u:
BROKEN THE LAW: yep. never got caught tho.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: a couple times yeah.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yepp.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Absolutley.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: All the time.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Yes, in the park.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yes. my mom lets me all the time. but she has a debit card, not a credit card, they are 2 different things.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yeah, as a matter of fact, i did it last thursday with tiff.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Yes i have, bath..not shower, it would be kind of hard 2 sleep standing up.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yeah 4th grade.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes.

WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? No Clue...
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: well i thought i considered lauren my friend but she didnt put me down so i dunno anymore.. other then that..Chelsea, and Tiff..
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: Listen to music, watch Ghost World and other movies, hang with friends, make movies, and CHILL!

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t:
TIME YOU CRIED?: hmm like a couple weeks ago..
GOT A REAL LETTER?: last week.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: hmm yesterday.
THING YOU PURCHASED: My new shoes yesterday and a purse.
PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Umm i dont remember.
VACATION: Virginia Last year.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Confessions of teenage drama queen (Cough GAY Cough)

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n:
ABORTION: So unfare.
TEENAGE SMOKING: Enjoy it, everyone does it, they might as well make it legal.
SPICE GIRLS: haha lauren "they rocked for like 2.5 seconds" hahaha! good one! shes right.!
DREAMS: Sometimes they can be cool, other times they scare the shit out of me.

--"Check out these people behind you. I'm totally convinced they're satanists."

2004-03-14T20:38:34Z

Well, today i woke up at 12:00 or so, ate some food. And then started watching Ghost World. I'm now on the 3rd time i've watched it this morning/afternoon. I absolutly cant get enough of this movie. :-) I'll get back to you later.

Mirror. Father. Mirror.

2004-03-14T05:37:04Z

Well, today i woke up. And found myself watching my nephew by myself with the parentals sleeping. And then i was talking to my mother when she said, "Hey Allison, do you feel like going shopping today?" i was like "OOH YES!" ha so we went and bought 2 pairs of shoes for me, and a purse. :-) w00t w00t. Radical. and then i went to tim horton's and got me an iced cappicino. always fun. and then i came home and watched Ghost World 4 times in a row. and im on the 5th one right now. this movie is bad ass. but yeah ttyl kids. IF ANYONE HAS SEEN GHOST WORLD, AND LOVES THIS MOVIE, HIT UP THE COMMENT LINE!

<3 Allice

"Dear Josh, We came by to fuck you, but you were not home. Therefore, you are gay. Signed Tiffany and Amber" -Ghost World

ahh.

2004-03-13T02:38:56Z

Aww, i was talking to my friend Mike McCulloch today, and what can i say he's really cute, sweet, and TOTALLY FUNNY! but he called me perfect. :-) lol i just thought i'd add a little of that!

XchubbymikeX (9:29:34 PM): ur perfect

Aww..lol! but uhh OMG i told my mom i'd clean my room up and the house up a little bit today and it slipped my mind, and now she told me i cant do anything this weekend! And i asked why and she said BECAUSE I SAID SO! those are the 4 words to make the famous sentance all mothers use. AHH i hate this! and if anyone agree's that she went a little too far and that you hate it when mothers use that GAY ASS line on you, hit up the COMMENT line!